For some people, it’s almost seamless to obey God and do what is right while for some other people, it’s a struggle and you must recognize that struggle. It even becomes more complicated and complex when you bring the call of God upon your life into the picture. For example, there can be a 50 year old man that came into the realization of the call of God (maybe as an evangelist) after he gave his life to Christ at the age of 45 and has not allowed the eternal life to fully dominate his life. Such a man may get to the crusade field and the anointing of God comes upon him with great manifestations of the gifts of the spirit and people start looking at him with amazement. However, after that he suddenly descends to the lower depths of behavior with his wife or people around him and then people make the conclusion that God has not called him, even he himself wonders if something is wrong with him, some people call him an angel and others who know him at another level call hima devil. Hence, there is a conflicting and complex interpretation of such a person’s life. This happens to a lot of Christians because they do not allowthe eternal life of God to rule them. The calling will not do in your life what eternal life is supposed to do.
God used men that were not born again in the Old Testament. Remember Balaam? The anointing came upon his ass and it saw a vision, not only did it see a vision, the animal actually spoke! Does that now make the animal a human being? Or will you now marry such an animal since you want to get married to a prophet? There are people that have married a pastor, an evangelist or a prophet because they have seen his/her calling only to discover that the person is beastly in character or “witch-like” in nature.This is as a result of the disparity that exists between the natural life dominated and subject to influence bythe satanic life and the eternal life of God. The fact that God is using you doesn’t mean you are going to heaven. I am trusting God that you will stop replacing the anointing with the divine life and that you will rather arise and team up with the Holy Spirit to train the eternal life in you to dominate your flesh and make it to do the will of God.